Sunday, December 23, 2012

HOME

I have been "home" now for 7 months.  But what does "home" really mean?  I usually don't experience culture shock or have any issues transitioning back and forth from different international experiences.  And I would say this time is the same except that hindsight has provided more clarity. 

I thought returning to life as I had built it for the last 15 years would be easier.   But Cleveland is not my home, it is a city where I work.  My condo is not my home, it is a place where I sleep and eat while I am working at NRHS.  NRHS is not my home either, it's my job, (and a really great one!)  What I thought was home for me for many years seems so distant, it's different, it's lonely and it's hard to feel reconnected.  So the last 4 months has left me with the question:  where is my home? and what is "home" to me anyway?

And then I read this verse: 

"God sets the lonely in families..."    "God settles the solitary in a home..."  (Psa 68:6)

(Excerpt from Barnes' Notes on the Bible):

God is the friend of the orphan and the widow; and, in like manner, he is the friend of the cast out - the wandering - the homeless; - he provides for them a home. The meaning is, that he is benevolent and kind, and that they who have no other friend may find a friend in God. At the same time it is true, however, that the family organization is to be traced to God. It is his original appointment; and all that there is in the family that contributes to the happiness of mankind - all that there is of comfort in the world that depends on the family organization - is to be traced to the goodness of God. Nothing more clearly marks the benignity and the wisdom of God than the arrangement by which people, instead of being solitary wanderers on the face of the earth, with nothing to bind them in sympathy, in love, and in interest to each other, are grouped together in families.

If there has been one burning truth throughout my transition back "home" that has kept me grounded and focused, it has been my desire to have a family.  I have worked diligently to complete the demands of a "home" study and other immigration requirements so I can bring a Salvadoran boy home to my family as soon as possible.  When my desire first started I though it would be just the two of us.  But as this journey has developed, I see that my family is really formed of some incredible people called parents, aunts, uncles, grandparents, cousins, and siblings that are working just as hard as me to help make this dream happen.  They are my "home".  I can truly say that I will never be lonely or alone as I expand our family.  What joy! 

This Christmas I am setting out to be with my future forever family member.  I will spend Christmas Day until Jan. 6th at Love and Hope Children's Home.  At this time I also get to hand deliver my "dossier" that has all the stamps, approvals, seals, staples and signatures of about 30 documents that say I meet their requirements.  I will hand it to my lawyer who will turn it into the government.  They will have several meetings to approve me and then "match" me to the child.  There are 5-6 more steps after that.  I am praying that this process will be complete before Tonio's 9th birthday on August 5th, 2013.  However, a more worldly view from my agency has said that I probably have another 12 month wait.  Well, God can change all of that, and since he is the creator of all things including the family organization, I will rest in his timing and marvel over the miracle of setting the lonely in families and the solitary in a home. 







Saturday, August 11, 2012

Joy Ride

I am on a JOY RIDE!  That's the best way I can express it.  This summer I have witnessed really incredible things happen.  I want to count all the ways that God has done immeasurably more that I could ask for or imagine and give Him all the glory!

"Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen."  Eph 3:20-21

Most of my stories center around the journey of adoption but not limited to it.  Not even 24 hours of returning from the mission field of El Salvador, I was greeted with a special homecoming of my family members - a wonderful celebration of being home and all of the people who surround me and make up my family.  They all brought a bag of dried goods to fill my pantry, knowing that I wouldn't have a paycheck until September, and the food is enough.  I recently moved into my condo and filled up my kitchen.  God knew my needs and provided through my family.  I am so grateful!

My parents took me into their home for two months while I waited for lease on my condo to expire.  For them it's no big deal, but if I didn't have parents like them - who, without a second thought, just provided for every need...what would I have done?

My brothers and their families welcomed me in their homes for a few weeks in southern Ohio/northern Kentucky so that I could get reconnected with them and enjoy a piece of summer.  They took care of me, they fed me and the time I spent hanging out and getting reacquainted with them is priceless.

My grandparents and every single aunt and uncle that I have has in some way touched my life with a very special and unique blessing. Whether it be hosting a reunion, a weekend road trip to get my car, sacrificial giving to help get adoption going, hosting a huge garage sale at their home and the endless hours of tagging items and working the event, truck load trips to drop off donations and supplies.....how will I ever be able to repay them? Or even appropriately thank them?

On June 2nd I returned from El Salvador.  On June 4th, I needed $2,000 to sign a contract with an adoption agency.  I waited for a week or two because I had no idea what to do next.  One morning I felt very motivated and hopeful.  I told my mom "pray for Friday" and her mouth hit the floor.  It was only two days away.  I told her "God can make anything happen...just pray for Friday".  That Wednesday morning I set out to make 200 phone calls asking my friends and family to sponsor a "puzzle piece" for $10 that would eventually add up to the amount I needed to send in.  It worked.  People gave.  And I had the money in two days.  My parents and I were blown away by generosity and God's faithfulness.  He answered my prayer. 

That was just the beginning.  Now I'm in the midst of 3 fundraising events in 1 week and I still can't seem to get a grip on the amazing blessings that God has rained upon this journey through His people that are my family and even through those who don't even know me.  I need to raise another $8,000 in order to send in my dossier (my tedious paperwork & home study) so that the government can process it all.  I was and still am overwhelmed by the challenge to raise this money.  How will it ever happen?  But with those questions comes the confirmation of God's faithfulness as I journey every day of this joy ride with him.  I repeat a quote that I just read today.  "God is no dead-beat dad!  Let him show off a bit."  He has provided for every need and will continue to do so because this is His will for this little boy for a child in need and He will make it happen.  I am so honored to be along for this JOY RIDE!

The efforts that everyone has taken to help and be a part of this great big task reminds me of the love of Christ.  I do not feel worthy of the love and support but am given it anyway.  We are not worthy of unconditional love and a ransom for our lives, but are given it anyway.  To those who have "spent themselves to help satisfy the needs" (Isaiah 58:10) - may you take this to heart...

Before him will be gathered all the nations, and he will separate them one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats, and he will place the sheep at his right hand, but the goats at the left. Then the King will say to those at his right hand, `Come, O blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world; for I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me drink, I was a stranger and you welcomed me, I was naked and you clothed me, I was sick and you visited me, I was in prison and you came to me.' Then the righteous will answer him, `Lord, when did we see thee hungry and feed thee, or thirsty and give thee drink? And when did we see thee a stranger and welcome thee, or naked and clothe thee?  And when did we see thee sick or in prison and visit thee?'  And the King will answer them, `Truly, I say to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brethren, you did it to me.'

Thank you for everything you have done for me, for an abandoned child and for Jesus.  I will never be able to repay or appropriately thank everyone but Jesus can and He will. 

Thursday, July 26, 2012

"We believe in you"

I was not sure how my family and friends would respond to the news of adoption.  Would they question me as a single person?  Would they think I was taking on too much?  Would they support me or stand by and wonder why I would choose to do this? 

The answers to these questions have blown me away and I can honestly say that I am overwhelmed by the amazing love God has shown me through friends and family.  Among the list of encouraging words, two family members said, "We believe in you". I cherish those words and keep them close to my heart because it helps me to keep moving forward when I get a little anxious about the mountain of work ahead on this journey.

Let me hear in the morning of your steadfast love,
for in you I trust.
Make me know the way I should go,
for to you I lift up my soul.           
Psalm 143:8

I can't think of a better way for God to write this story.  Had I been working the last two years and saved to finance everything, I would have never been able to invite so many wonderful people into this journey and see how their hearts are moved to support, encourage and offer help. 

Knowing the love and support of your family and friends is priceless.  It helps you to move forward and appreciate the very precious moments of coming together to help one another.  I am so blessed with wonderful support and would never had known that if I wasn't on this particular journey at this specific period of time. 

When this little boy comes home I won't just be giving him a mother, but a whole entire forever family of grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins and friends who cared for him before they ever knew him.  That's pretty special to me! 

The month of August brings lots of events and deadlines.  I am in the middle of a home study which will be completed in a few weeks and I have the goal of completing my paperwork file (dossier) which includes the home study by the end of August.  In order to hand in my paperwork I will need to raise $7500.  I have several events planned:

1.  Chick-Fil-A:  August 7th, 4:30-7pm (Macedonia, Oh)
2.  Garage Sale:  August 9-11 (Warren, Oh)
3.  Rubber Duck Regatta:  August 11 (Cincinnati, Oh)
4.  Thirtyone party:  September (Cleveland, Oh)

I am so grateful to everyone who has helped me thus far.  This is such an exciting time in my life and am glad that I can share it with so many people.  Thanks for being a part!

 
 

Monday, June 25, 2012

Many Pieces. One Puzzle


Thanks to everyone who sponsored a puzzle piece!  This helped me to raise the $2,000 I needed to send in the contractual agreement to get things started!  There is still a long road ahead but I'm grateful for all that helped with the first step!  Now, it's onto the home study...

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

A Piece of the Puzzle

This photo was made into a puzzle.  It has 252 pieces.  I would like to ask you to help me put the pieces together to realize an adoption. 



Sun rising behind the volcano at La Puerta del Diablo. 
This view happens every morning in El Salvador!

Each piece of the puzzle can be "sponsored" for $10.  Your name will be written on the backside of the piece.  As the pieces are sponsored, the puzzle will take shape once piece at a time.  Once the puzzle is completed, it will be framed (for viewing on both sides) and displayed in my home. 

There are so many pieces and parts to an international adoption and it really takes a lot of support to make this happen.  Thank you for your consideration in being a piece to the puzzle!


"Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world."  James 1:27

You can donate $10 by clicking Donate on the PayPal button (right column of this blog) or you can send a check to my address.  Email me at: senoritamas@gmail.com for my address.

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Adoption

Short Version:  In April of 2011, I met a child that touched my heart like never before and now I am pursuing an international adoption.  The cost is estimated to be $20,000.  I need to raise funds to begin the process.  If you would like to help - one way is to click on the PayPal donate button (right column of this blog).  Read on below if you'd like to know more of the story :)

My story:

All of my adult life I have wanted to be married and have a family. Throughout my twenties I was plagued with insecurities about why I had such a hard time making that happen. I coped by telling myself that I cannot sit around waiting and that I should make the time that I have now purposeful so that when I look back, I will be happy with how I spent my single years. My attitude of purposeful singleness grew in my thirties. About four years ago I fasted for forty days and felt the Lord telling me to get myself in financial shape to be able to leave everything behind when the call to be a missionary came. I did that and two years later, I felt the call. Because I had prepared, I was able to go.  Now I am returning from two years of mission work - carrying a new mission in my heart.

A little over a year ago, a very special child arrived at the children's home where I was volunteering. He is the most special child I have ever met. Over the months I have developed a very special relationship with him. He is not hard to love, in fact, he teaches me everyday how to love. I find him to be a teacher of pure, raw love that isn't scared, wounded or selfish. He is filled with joy and hope every single day. I have dedicated a large portion of my time to being his advocate because he is a child with special needs. He uses canes to help him walk. After learning more about his family situation, I have decided that I would like to adopt him.

This decision was hard to come about because at first I didn't think I could take care of a special needs child. Then I was saddened by the thought that I would be a single parent. However, the more time I spent with this child, the more my confidence built and I suddenly found myself on the verge of tears thinking about what life would be like without him in it. I prayed for many months and sought out opinions of trusted friends and family members. I felt such encouragement and confirmation that there was no turning back. I claimed Isaiah 58:10 “If you spend yourself in behalf of the hungry and satisfy the needs of the oppressed, then your light will rise in the darkness and your night will become like the noonday.”

I want to spend myself satisfying the needs of this child. I feel that my investment could completely change his future to one of independence and that he would be able to live a life in which he can work and have his own family. I do not believe he would have such a future living in a developing country that does not have the same resources for special needs children.

An international adoption is very complicated, lengthy and expensive. There are agency, immigration, home study and translation costs involved that usually come to $20,000. Here is a list of agency program fees and other estimated costs:

  1. Signed adoption agreement: $2,000
  2. Dossier submission: $7,250
  3. Referral: $3,750
  4. Immigration: $1,200 (estimated)
  5. Travel: $2,000 (estimated)
  6. Medical: $400 (estimated)
  7. Home Study: $1,500 (estimated)
  8. Translations: $2,000-$3,000 (estimated)


  9. I have served as a missionary for two years without a salary but God has provided for my every need and then some through faithful financial supporters. I have no doubt that He will provide for this situation that I am positive He has placed on my heart to pursue. My prayer is that God would be glorified through this adoption and that He will use it for His name in ways that are too awesome for me to fathom!
    In Jesus name.

    *PayPal is set up to accept donations for this adoption.  They deduct a small percentage to manage the money.  If you'd like to donate in another way, I am setting up a separate bank account for this purpose.  Once the agency has received a certain amount of money they will provide an account to which monies can be directly donated to them.  Thanks again for considering supporting this adoption. 

Monday, June 4, 2012

Inner Peace

My last week at Love & Hope Children's Home has been quite a whirlwind. I don't think anything could have prepared me for what I experienced and the mad race to the finish. I said goodbyes to: my house and my neighbors, the staff and the office where my desk is empty, my church and church friends, friends of the ministry, Board members, fellow missionaries, and all the precious little ones living at the Home. So many of these goodbyes were filled with pupusas, cake, kind words, hugs and kisses. I drove away this morning with tears in my eyes because I can see more clearly than ever before how God fulfills his promises to give us abundantly more than we can ever imagine.

My little buddy Antonio loves to watch Kung Fu Panda. He doesn't understand the English but he always tells me “Yo soy el tigre!” (I'm the tiger!) and proceeds to make karate chop moves and noises throughout. The panda must learn about “inner peace” in the movie because it will allow him to overcome his flaws and be a better leader. Tonio has picked up these two words and repeats them often. From the actions in the movie he has been able to explain that “inner peace” is “cuando no le duele mas” (when you don't hurt anymore). What a smart fella!

I'm sitting on the plane right now filled with so many emotions as I leave a country that is still developing and a ministry that was once is a fragile state. I have “inner peace” after the two years I have spent pouring my heart into something I knew was a calling from God. It wasn't easy at all. In fact it stretched me in new levels I have never known. In the end, I am amazed – astonished – and overwhelmed by the incredible ways that God has sustained me, allowed me to be used and gave me abundantly more than I could have asked for. It seems like He has given me an “inner peace”, the only place it can come from!




Friday, May 18, 2012

The new me

For quite sometime I have been hearing this question, "What's going to happen when you leave?"  My plan has always been to organize the administrative roles to this home and then find the capable people to carry them on.  I have finally replaced my role and am ready to come home!

Yanira is the new Director of Operations and she has wonderfully and swiftly take on most of my responsibilities and more.  She is smart, calm, respectful and capable.  I really, really, really, REALLY like her!  Hiring and training her has given me a great feeling about all the work that I've done down here and now I get to pass the baton to someone else (more capable).  It's so relieving and refreshing! 

Looking back, so much has happened and I've learned a lot about myself:  good, bad and ugly.  I'd like to think that I will be forever changed for the good.  I also value the way God has created me just as I am and that He can use His creation in ways that benefit him.  I am amazed that He sustained me the way that He did, although certain times more difficult than others, but over all He has the power to cover our weaknesses with His strength and grace, that's something that is still hard for me to believe.

I have never experienced having a heart for children like I have had here.  I once heard someone say that they felt "Jesus' heart for others" overcome them.  It wasn't until this experience that I can admit to sharing those same feelings.  I feel so much love for these kids and it warms my heart to see the little sweet things they do and hear the little sweet things they say.  I find much joy participating in their lives and getting a front row seat to seeing their development.  I know that I will see children differently when I return, in my classroom, in my family and the ones I haven't met yet that God will place in my life. 

I am a teacher at heart and have a strong desire to return to the classroom and have the platform to teach every single day.  The best part of my administrative role here is being able to teach SOMEONE ELSE to do it!  I'm not quite sure how God will use this part of the experience in my future but He always promises to use things for good.  It has stretched me to learn new things outside of comfort zone, to be diligent with details and responsible for SOO much and to work in an environment that challenges me and goes against the grain of how I have lived my life for so long. 

I am ready to come home.  I feel very strongly that God has placed a certain child on my heart and my heart breaks as I think about being separated from him.  I met him a little over a year ago and ever since then I have been contemplating my role in his life.  I have gone through so many emotions and thoughts in this past year but finally have decided to try to adopt him.  I look forward to doing this when I come home.  There is a ton of work, waiting and expenses ahead of me but I have peace that this is the next step in my journey.  God bless!




Monday, February 13, 2012

MOTHERS

When I first started this journey, I was going to be a house mom to 5 children.  I have wanted to have my own family for quite some time and I was so excited about the opportunity!!  I thought about the kids coming home from school in their cute little uniforms and asking them about their day.  Not even 2 months after arriving, we moved into a new house and changed the model.  Now it's a year and a half later and every single child from my group has been returned back to their families (whether we thought ready or not).  Our mission has expanded rapidly into responding to the emergencies of returned children to their families in addition to training up their children.  I didn't have the chance to be a house mom to them.  My desire to be a mom has become stronger by watching children without them desire one.  I have seen with my own eyes how a child can become a different person simply because they know they are wanted by someone, especially their biological parent.  It strikes me as incredibly sad that there are many moms out there who don't want to be or know how to be, and many kids who need them and don't have them.  It's not how God designed family.

Last night a little three year old came up to me in his cute little pijamas and asked, "Can I go to your house tonight?"  He was so cute about it that I had a hard time saying no.  I asked him why he wanted to go and what he would do there.  Then I told him that I didn't have any food at my house.  He suggested that we go get some eggs from the chicken coop below.  He won me over in that moment.  And that's what we did.  I woke up early this morning and as this little one lay on the inflatable mattress all I could think about is what an amazing God we have who made this perfect little creation.  He made him knowing that he would grow up in a children's home, that his family would be disrupted, and that he would have a purpose in this world to serve.  I couldn't help but just stare at him as he slept and thank God for one moment that I could serve as a mother.  And then we ate scrambled eggs together for breakfast.

Today I was on my way to meet a mother to one of our children for the first time.  She had never been involved in her child's life.  Our support team was really nervous about how she would receive us.  The social worker and psychologist gently reminded me not to be direct with her (American Kelly) but to be patient, calm and allow her to feel comfortable with us.  As I prayed on the ride there, I felt this overwhelming sense to "love her".  Just love her.  It doesn't matter where she's been, what she's done or how she treats me, just love her.  We spent 3 hours with this woman and as she told us about her past I felt like I was rooting her on to be a good mom.  She is a wounded person who seems plagued by a bad relationship with her own mother that has prevented her from becoming a good mother to all her children.  She talked about how she wanted to play softball and be a cheerleader in school while growing up but she wasn't allowed to do things like that.  She eventually ended up on the streets.  I thought about how I grew up playing softball and cheering with the band on Friday nights.  I was encouraged.  I was allowed.  I had those same hopes and experienced them.  She didn't.  She cried with us about the wounds her childhood brought her.  Not just because she couldn't participate in school activities but from an upbringing that left her unsatisfied, wanting a different kind of relationship with her mother.  This brokenness left her not knowing how to be the kind of mother she can be to her child.  I teared up, knowing just how much my mother has given me and how much I want to encourage this mother to overcome the generational dysfunction and fight for her children.  It was a pleasant meeting.  I felt much love for her.  I saw first hand the wounds that are so common in this country - broken families and many young mothers who do not know how to have loving relationships with their children and they give up.  It's so sad.  But there is hope, there is a God who loves us, never forsakes us and is unfailing.  He can redeem ANYTHING.  This mother left saying that even though she doesn't have the kind of mother she always wanted, she has three new friends who made her feel loved.  Just love her.  And I did.  Thank you Jesus.   

Friday, January 27, 2012

This is the Day that the Lord has Made


We are always told to rejoice and be glad each and every day.  Some days are easier than others.  Today, we were so blessed because we met with three different people who wanted to donated amazing things to our ministry!  First, one organization was excited to hear about the community outreach that we do and was sure they could help us feed the children in the Platanillo community by purchasing beans, rice, eggs, juice, etc. on a weekly basis.  All the details are still in the works but what a great connection!  Second, we met with a new friend who just recently moved here with her family.  Her husband's business searched for one charity organization in the country to work with and they picked us!!!!!!  They are from the States and are interested in getting really involved with us by doing many projects and activities with the kids.  Today, they helped us improve our recycling program by replacing our homemade bins (which only made it look like we had more trash we weren't throwing out) with 5 new color coded matching containers that make a load of difference!  It was something we needed to do but was never in the budget.  Another American visitor who was a former special needs physical education teacher, came to visit his old friend Tonio.  Robert is great with kids and loves to invent fun physical activities.  He came this afternoon to build a stationary bike that powers a race track with cars and cables for Tonio to practice walking.  We were really blown out of the water by all of these blessings all at once.  Being a part of something special and watching others on the outside do amazing things to be a part of it as well just confirms that God works out all things for good and that he uses His people to get the work done, people of all sorts, shapes, sizes, talents and giftings, He just puts it all together into a beautiful web of giving and receiving that glorifies who He is.  I'm so glad that He chose us to receive these wonderful blessings today!

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

My Favorite Things

I keep telling myself I need to write down all of the things I love.  All the things I love about El Salvador, all the things I can't live without from the States (a little vain!) and my favorite lessons in 2011.  I know I'm going to miss some no-brainers but here goes:

What I love about El Salvador:
1.  pointing with your lips (one of the very few practical things in this country)
2.  the view of the volcano on my way to the home every morning


3.  of course, the beach!  palm trees, sunshine and 80 degree days and 65 degree nights, can't beat that!
4.  greeting kisses on the cheek
5.  my Salvadoran neighbors!

6.  pupusas with spinach and pork (don't judge!  you have to taste it first!)

7.  beautiful children and singing, dancing, playing, laughing, hugging, kissing and putting on pj's!!
8.  Viva Expresso coffee shop (and my favorite friend Britney to accompany me!)
9.  driving stick shift in gigantic cars
10. cuevana.tv and graboid.com (the only way I get to see Castle!!)


What I can't live without from the States (pretty vain, I know):
1.  Bumble & Bumble hair products
2.  30 day shred workout DVD
3.  jeans
4.  technology (my laptop is with me everywhere!)
5.  Kate from the Neck and Back Clinic (my friday routine after work!)
6.  bathtubs and hot water (i think i took 3 a day when i visited this past december)

The books I loved and my favorite lessons:
1.  DNA of relationships (Gary Smalley)
     Verses to meditate on each day and they will change your relationships!!!!
     Prov. 23:7
     Gal 6:7
     Eph 3:16-20
     2 Cor 10:5
     Phil 4:8-9
     James 1:19
     Romans 2:1

2.  When Helping Hurts (Fikkert and Corbett) - my verse of the year!
   
    "if you spend yourselves in behalf of the hungry
     and satisfy the needs of the oppressed,
     then your light will rise in the darkness,
     and your night will become like the noonday" 


*spending ourselves doesn't always mean just writing a check or doing it ourselves because we can do it better.  it's spending the time it takes to help develop change.  and that takes time.  probably more time than any American can fathom.  spending yourself is taxing, it won't be easy, it should be hard.  the work of Christ IS not easy - we are to "spend" ourselves.*


3.  Set Apart for God (John Mulinde) 
     "saturate yourself in the Word for at least one hour every morning and ask God how He wants you to 
      spend your day"  The Word leaped off the page and kept repeating itself over and over again.  Be 
      prepared to see yourself for who you are and to see Him for who He is! 

100% PURITY

When I left Nejapa, El Salvador in August of 2009 on the way to the airport I told Rachel that I was concerned about the teenage pregnancy rate of the country and how the girls that I had just cared for for the past two months would make it without becoming another statistic.  It seemed as though those who did were in the minority.  How do you help change something that seems to be a part of a culture for generations? 

I made plans to come back and hopefully share God's Word about purity with those girls and the girls in the community.  What I didn't know was that about 6 months later, God would call me to make a two year commitment to helping direct the home administratively. 

Now that the busyness of those transitions have settled I was recently able to sort through a collection of things I brought from home a year and a half ago.  I came across five books that I had bought in order to teach on God's call for purity for girls.  I suddenly remembered how motivated I was before to share this material with as many girls as I could.

This week is week 5 of the group study that developed at my house on Thursday afternoons.  I am so pleased by how it all turned out.  I asked the three oldest girls in our children's home if they wanted to read this book with me while we eat sweet bread and drink coffee.  All of them were open to it and every week they check in with me several times to make sure we are going to do it again on Thursday.

We are studying God's word on how to live pure in all areas of our lives.  I am impressed by the openness of the girls to express their opinions, questions and stories.  I thought they would be closed minded and maybe just laugh and giggle over some of the material but it has been the opposite.  We have talked about some uncomfortable subjects but when I know that I get a chance to share truth with them, it's a seed that will grow and hopefully multiply to all those who know them. 

I am so proud of these girls.  They are the same girls that I took care of 3 summers ago and to see how much they have grown to be wonderful girls who love and know Jesus makes my heart content.  God has really gripped the lives of these girls and has called them His own.  I can see the fruits of His labor in their lives and I'm just glad I get a chance to be a part of it!

Sewing

The Salvadoran school year starts in January and ends in November. The two months in between leaves much room for other learning experiences. During the break the tios and tias teamed up to create a series of workshops to teach the kids skilled trades such as cooking, sewing, car mechanics, knitting and more. Two of the girls even took an interest in cosmetology and are attending classes three days a week during the two month vacation.
Last week I had the opportunity to teach the kids how to sew drawstring t-shirt bags and jean purses on the sewing machine. Sewing is special to me because my grandmother taught me how when I was very young and I have been able to create my own clothing and quilts since then. The boys found an old t-shirts and the girls used old jeans to create their finished product. After millions of questions and crooked lines, there was a smile on everyone's face for having experienced something new.
I am impressed by the teachable attitudes of these kids. Everyone wants to participate, learn and have fun at the same time!